The boy I loved a couple years ago.

It was never that clear to me what you really meant to me. I tried to make you perfect and failed miserable. I tried to make you evil, but never got even close. I tried to make you a friend, but we were never friends. I tried to make it passion, but we were never lovers. I tried to call it drama, but it only felt rational. I tried to make it past, but i couldn’t find memories. I tried to put it off for the future, but i couldn’t let you go today. You are on my mind, you got to my heart, you’re not by my side. I miss you.

[written by B]

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