True Story.
I’m hurting. My body is shaking, my skin is cold. Tears fall from my blue eyes. I’m confused. I refuse to smile. I am lost. My legs are weak. My mouth tastes bitter. I can’t breath.
I don’t want to leave my bed. I don’t want to see friends. I despite food. It’s hard to drink water. I can stand music. I stare at my screen. I can’t move.
You’re gone. Easily. No fights. Just gone… How could you? Gone… Don’t you miss me? Don’t you care? Not even a little? The good memories… aren’t they worth something?
When we kissed… When you touched me… Your hands in my hair… But you had never hugged me!
You never cared.
… Maybe you’re smiling right now while I haven’t for a while.
Guess this too shall pass.
[rant by B]
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Checking in because I have no diary or lately no urge to pick up the phone and dial any number… It’s a new blank page in my life but this time I got writers block. I want to do something new but I’m perfectly fine on my own. It’s funny how some ppl get me and some people don’t… I feel so different and in another mindset than others around, don’t expect everyone to get it. I’ve been having fun and enjoying myself, that is all that matters… I just need to find out what’s coming next!
[written by B]
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